Impatient Soul

Orion Nebula

Photo by John McKaveney: The Orion Nebula.

All her life she asked

“Are we there yet?”

Always impatient to arrive

Excited by what was to come  

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Now

Lying there

Waiting to draw her last breath

Her echoes float among the stars

“Are we there yet?”

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Photo from the family album

Reflecting on my sister, Priscilla, one year later

Posting a second poem for d’Verse Poets Pub Prompt, Out of this World.

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Questions of War…

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The Unanswered Questions of War

(Written just prior to the Iraq war)

What do you say to the little girl’s mom

When all she has left is the child in her arms

And the girl is there, and the girl is dead…

What do you say to the little girl’s mom?

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What do you say when no answers come

When the battle is over and the war is won

How can you say it was worth the cost

When the one you loved most is lost?

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What do you say to the mother whose son

Was killed in the war so that freedom is won

And the boy is there and the boy is dead…

What do you say to the mother at home?

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What do you say to the young wife at home

When all she has left is the flag in her palms?

And her husband is there, and her husband is dead

What do you say to the young wife at home?

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What do you say when no answers come

When the battle is over and the war is won

How can you say it was worth the cost

When the one you loved most is lost?

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What do you say to the little girl’s Mom…

Dwight L. Roth   3/03 & 4/04

Reposting this one today for Punam’s d’Verse prompt of an anti-war poem that describes the tragedy of war and its affect on everyone.

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Visualization

The three amigos

Music makes the blind man see again

“This sunny April afternoon” made me think of Danny

He loved music and singing in the choir

Being blind did not affect his singing voice

His harmony came through loud and clear

Diabetes took its toll on his health, but not his voice

At age seventy-four he wanted to learn the guitar

A big challenge for me to help him

Getting fingers in position.. on the right strings

Playing chords came in time as we met each week

I could feel the music flowing through Danny

We spent a great year playing and singing together

Although it seemed like his “life in a bottle” was dark

his imagination and memory were sharp and clear

Then came Covid-19… isolation separated us

Health issues took Danny from us only a year ago

We all miss him greatly

Music made the blind man see again

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Photos: Vera Payne

Posting for Punam’s poetry prompt, Music, on d’Verse Poets Pub. We were to include two of the song titles from a Linda Perry record album that she shared with us.  My quotes are in dark print.

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Painting a Funeral

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Following my sister’s funeral a few weeks ago a lot of things went through my mind. Memories of our time together growing up and family gatherings that we shared, all came back to me.  I thought of all the folks who gathered around the grave site to remember her life and I decided to attempt a watercolor painting. It took me two tries, but I finally came up with one that was a similar likeness of the event. It was good therapy for me to paint and think about all that had taken place.

Many gathered here

to say goodbye and grieve

Birds sing under blue sky

… a time to gather things together.”

Tornado Damage

It is sad to see the devastation of the tornadoes that have blown through the US this past couple of weeks. So many people have lost everything they had, and most barely escaped with their lives. This poem is written for d’Verse Poets Pub’s prompt with them in mind.

George’s thoughts scatter like a broken string of pearls

Each little moment rolling off in a different direction

He paused to gather the memories together

To collect what was left of a lifetime of toil and labor

The house he had built lay scattered across the field

Only the bathroom walls were still standing

Sifting through the rubble he found their wedding picture

Lifting it gently from the rubble he saw the glass was not broken

It has been five years since she passed

A tear rolled down his cheek as recalled the love they shared

Memories of her helped him refocus as the years went by

Gradually he found himself enjoying life once again

And now a tornado destroyed it all in a matter few minutes

His life blowing in the wind like feathers from a pillow

No matter what the storm destroyed he still had his family

Surrounding him with Love and ready to help him rebuild.

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Photo: Brookings Institute – bing

Today at d’Verse, Laura gave us an interesting poetic challenge of writing a poem of Antonyms in Contrapuntal Lines.

We were to choose a pair of antonyms and write a poem for each word. Then we were to incorperate the two poems into one larger poem.  I did mine by alternating the poem lines. I chose the words Scatter and Collect. You can read it as one poem or read the dark lines and the light lines as two separate poems. I hope I got this right.

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Losing Cruz

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This is Cruz, my niece’s dog. She had him for many years, but he developed some health issues that could not be treated. As his health declined, she realized she needed to let him go. So, with her permission I have created this post in his memory.

Losing Cruz

Through thick and thin

My loyal friend protector and companion

Shadowing me at every turn

I always find you there

When I am gone you wait patiently

Anticipating my return

Barking your greeting excitedly

When I walk through the door

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Our walks and hikes we shared together

Seeking new adventures

Whether Vancouver streets or mountain climbs

I loved every minute being with you

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But your time has come / I let you go

Through heartbreak, pain, and tears

Memories of you are always with me

And more love than you’ll know

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Photos: Jen Townsend

Unexpected

Lois's Sunflower

I painted this sunflower for our neighbor across the street a couple years ago. I was painting a different sunflower when Lois came by and said she wanted me to paint one just like it for her. It is a large 4′ x 4′ painting. She loved the colors and put it on an easel in her living room.

Sadly, we lost her to cancer a week ago. She was a beautiful person with a warm smile and welcoming spirit, just like the sunflower above. She will be missed.

Winter of life 

unexpected changes 

Seeds drop

Memories live on

Sunflowers bloom

Her spirit lives on

Painting: Dwight L. Roth

Knowing Our Limitations

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After reading the blogpost *“Existence of Sand”, I began thinking further on the subject from a little different perspective. These are my thoughts.

Knowing Our Limitations

Children build castles in the sand

Knowing they won’t last

Washed away in the high tide

Walls and moats and shells

do not stop the tide from wiping

the shore clean

And the next day

they do it all over again

Just like children we create our castles

full of detail and embellishments

Building walls around us

we seek protection

from fear, war, and destruction

We buy guns thinking they will protect us

Move into clustered communities

of people just like ourselves

Erecting monuments

we hope to be remembered

forever

But just like grains of sand

these too will go

The high tide hits us all in time

Wiping the slate clean

over and over

again and again

And someone else will build

their castle on our shore

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Photo: Dwight L. Roth

*Check out this interesting post:

Existence of Sand – Kaushal Kishore (wordpress.com

Goodby Dear Friend

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Today my good friend Danny passed away. It was very sad to get the news. He is the same age as me but suffered from health issues that shortened his life. He had diabetes that was difficult to control. Several weeks ago, he had to have part of his lower leg amputated from lack of circulation. In addition to that he was blind.

Back in 2019 his wife asked if I would try to teach him some chords on the guitar, so I worked with him along with his neighbor David who wanted to learn as well. David picked up playing very quickly, but for Danny it was a little slower. I was able to teach him how to hold chord positions, but he never quite mastered changing from one chord to another. We decided to have him play the home chord while David and I played the changes. He did well on keeping rhythm with us, so we sang and played together twice a week for the year before Covid. He loved playing with us and looked forward to our weekly get togethers. He favorite song was one his father in Barbados loved, Just a Little Talk with Jesus! Since Covid we have not been able to play together as his health continued to decline.

Goodby my dear friend

May you sing with the angels

and talk with Jesus

Danny David and Dwight

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Danny Dwight and David

Photos: Dwight L. Roth

Painting: Dwight L. Roth