“Metamorphosis doesn’t look the same for everyone. Don’t be afraid to share your story.”
We live in a time where Mental Health issues and PTSD affect many in our society. Some things in life cannot be fixed by a pill, a doctor, or a will to change. In the past generation, sharing this kind of issue was a stigma and considered shameful by many. Our scars and differences are not something to be hidden or kept within ourselves. Sharing our story can be the first step in finding healing and wholeness again. Our story is what makes us unique from everyone else. How good are you at listening to what others are going through?
when we largely treat suffering
like a problem to fix
rather than a story to tell.”
Photo from: Lora Myers Roth
Used by permission
Quote came from an article in Christianity Today:
Most people experience depression at some point in their life. If you have not, count yourself to be one of the fortunate ones. I remember how it felt years ago when depression was a part of our life. With life spiraling out of control you feel no one cares. At that point the feeling of nothing to lose sets in. If left unchecked it could lead to a variety of sad outcomes. With the help of some good counselors, we made it through those dark times. Finding help is so important. Without seeking help, we see people going to deadly extremes. The poem below discusses how a depressed and disillusioned person might feel.
The cry of a lost soul echoes in silence;
An inaudible scream for help unheard;
Shame fills the mind of the hurting…
Who would want to hear my tale?
Who would believe me if they did?
Pressures of the day drift across my mind;
Demands push emotions to the limit;
Voices in my head seem to call for action;
Delusions play like virtual reality before my eyes.
Defense mechanisms kick in to bring relief.
No one is aware of my pain // no one seems to care;
Those voices in my head keep calling for attention.
What can I do to quiet their incessant nagging?
Everyone is closing in on me… I can’t take it any more;
I must do something to stop them.
I have nothing to lose // the end is near;
What else can I do…
Gargoyles Photo: Dwight L. Roth
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Once again we hear of senseless shootings in El Paso, Texas and Dayton, Ohio. In a world filled with stress and divisiveness this has sadly become something to be expected. Without addressing the root problem of mental illness it will continue on into the future. The song of the Katydid reminds us that life will go on in spite of us.
Sounds of shots echo
Evil rears its ugly head
Katydid still sings
Photo: Public Domain
Frank Tassone asks us to write a Haikai poem that includes the Katydid.
Join us at: https://frankjtassone.com/2019/08/04/haikai-challenge-98-8-4-19-katydid-kirigirisu-haiku-senryu-haibun-tanka-haiga-renga/
There is much talk in the news about Anthony Bordaine taking his own life. The power of depression is such a great weight on a person’s life. The feeling of helplessness, lack of self-worth, and desperation makes death look like the only way to be free from the pain.
Sadly, many people choose the “…Nothing left to lose”, route. Celebrities, victims of abuse, and soldiers suffering from PTSD take their own lives. Even everyday people who find work and the stress of life overwhelming, sometimes choose this as their only option.
Treatment and support from others is another option. There is light at the end of the tunnel. The most important way to get help is to share with those who will understand. Family, friends, or a church group can walk with you. If you suffer from depression remember you are not alone. Reach out and get the help you need and find the freedom to live a long healthy life. I know this to be true. I have been there myself!
Nothing left to lose
Depression gnaws at your mind
Desperate thoughts of suicide
Dark night of the soul
Freedom comes in sharing pain
You are not alone
Bjorn at d’verse asked us to write a Haibun about some aspect of freedom. I choose to look at freedom from the mental health perspective.
Cry for the Children
My hear grieves //my spirit is torn
Echoing screams fill the halls
Mixing with insane shots fired
Everyone has opinionated afterthought
Newsless news keeps chewing and spewing…
Regurgitating video of the fear and carnage.
Easy solutions come from the left
Blind denial from the right
Mental health still not funded
FBI failed to follow up on a tip
Anger and rage treated with expulsion
Once again // parents must bury their children
“When will we (they) ever learn…When will we(they) ever learn?”
Last line from Pete Seeger song, Where have all the Flowers gone?
Photo: Dwight L. Roth
Veterans Day brings many mixed feelings, especially to those who had family members who died in service to their country. Many who served in Viet Nam and the Iraq war never came home again. In World War II, the bloody battle of Iwo Jima will always be remembered. This photo, taken on that day, has become an icon among veterans. It captured the courage and resolve of those soldiers in the face of death. Johnny Cash sang a song about Ira Hayes, a native American who was part of that flag raising, only to come home and eventually become a homeless alcoholic, with his service long forgotten. Many soldiers suffer from PTS after they return home. Mental health care is a big issue that needs to be addressed in our country. Without adequate help we will see more of what took place last week in Texas. The worst thing that can happen to a veteran is to be forgotten. Remember those who have sacrificed their lives and thank those who keep our country safe and provide the life you and I take for granted.
This video on YouTube has almost two million views
Stamp Art: Dwight L. Roth
This piece was made for my friend Colonel Thomas Hoyt Davis III for his thirty years of service to our county in our Army Special Forces.
Standing in the sand
Looking out over a beautiful world
While the sand erodes under these sore feet
Sucking like quicksand down into an ever changing surf
My mind spinning in astronomical directions
Wondering how this could happen